Up way too early this morning. James had to be at the dentist for 8:45 am and I needed bloodwork done, so Justin and I stayed with Cheryl and the kids until he was done. I have to admit it was nice to throw on my wig and walk out the door. Justin woke me up and frowned at my bald head. He tried to put my wig on for me and when I put it on right he yelled "You're back!" and hugged me. Too funny.
I had one of those rare moments today while shopping with James and Justin. I was walking along pretty good, having no pain, and breathing comfortably. I actually felt normal again and forgot about having cancer, chemotherapy, and more reconstructive surgery. Then reality hits and you remember what life has become and how it will never be the same. It was kinda funny to remind myself that "Oh yeah, that's right, I'm not as healthy as I used to be, slow down." It's a gift to escape my reality, even for awhile because I really feel good. It's like enjoying a great piece of cheesecake, the best ever, and then it's all gone.
When we got home I was torn between desperately needing a nap and needing to have dinner. Easy problem to solve. Just hook my feeding tube up to a bag of "food" and go to bed. Talk about awesome, I can eat while I sleep. I am really so, so thankful for my feeding tube. I know I would be in serious trouble nutritionally without it.
Reg's (my brother) wife Nadine told me a cute story about their daughter Avah. Avah was 15 minutes late after school and Nadine was getting upset with her; until she found out what she was doing. Avah took it upon herself to fill out a form at school to have the whole school pray for me at their next assembly. I'm so proud of Avah for being the caring and loving neice I've always known she was. Thank you Avah!!
I really enjoyed the comments you've sent. It was really great to hear from my cousins and I thank you all for your prayers. Hi Shawn! Thanks for the info. I wish I could tell everyone how to "log on" to make a comment, but I really don't know how it works (I told you I'm not computer savvy). This technology is amazing and I'm so thankful to Cheryl for allowing me to reach all of my family and friends across the country and in The States.
Take care everyone! I'll leave you with a quote from me: "Be thankful for the health you still have, despite the sickness that may plague you."
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Hi Roxy!! What a great way to express your thoughts and let everyone know how you feel, emotionally and physically. You are in my thoughts and prayers. I will keep checking in to see how you are doing.
I can imagine the words from Justin could do nothing else but make you smile (he's so cute!!).
Just wondering but what colour did you go for your wig? flaming red? beautiful brunette? gleaming blonde?
Your blue eyes would look great with anything :)
Hugs and prayers, Darcie
P.S. I had to go into SPC the other day to get a couple books from the library. Brought back some good memories. ie RM 101 and the prof with the green sweater!! I won't elaborate. hee hee
OK Rox, I realize the wig is not 'flaming red' - you've just had a few 'natural' colours in your hair in all the years I've known you. I imagine it is a light brown/blonde highlight? How close am I? They make such nice wigs now that are so natural. I look forward to seeing it.
hugs,
Darcie
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