Feb 28, 2007

Good evening everyone.

I just got back from visitting Roxanne at the hospital. She is waiting for her second bag of chemo meds. Hopefully around 9:30 pm she will get them. She had a pretty good day. She has enjoyed her visitors today and did alot of talking. She said her jaw was starting to get sore and stiffen up, so she was doing her jaw exercises. No nausea yet, thank you. Hopefully she can make it through this round without nausea like the first. Dr. Salim was in to check in on her. He is happy with the way things are going but will be doing another CT scan in March. Not to worry, it is a follow up to make sure all is going as should.

Not much else to say. I wanted to leave a short message to say things are going good so far.
Keep her in your thoughts and prayers.

PS. - I have been passing all comments on to Roxanne in the hospital. She loves the encouragement.

Cheryl

Tues, Feb 27, 2007

Hello everyone.

You now have Cheryl doing the post since Roxanne is in the hospital for the second round of chemo. So it probably won't be as lively as the last few. Roxanne went into the hospital around 2:30 ish. They gave her the pre meds and also started her chemo meds. I just got off the phone with her and she was already done about 1/2 a bag of chemo meds. So far so good. She is still feeling good. She is in the Pasqua Hospital and looking at going home Thurs or Friday. Not sure as they will monitor and see how things are going. Roxanne's mom and dad are here looking after Justin and helping James at home.

Not much else to tell. I will talk with Roxanne tomorrow and keep you updated. We are praying that everything goes well this round. Roxanne is really enjoying the comments and responses that she is getting. I will relay them to her daily.
Cheryl

Monday Feb 26, 2007

James came with me to see Dr. Salim. He was very pleased to hear I had little side effects other than hair loss. He is most concerned with the side effect of thick mucous as my mouth is already compromised from radiation. I told him I have lots of tricks up my sleeve to treat phlegm as radiation created thick mucous and I somehow managed (barely). I'm waiting to hear when to go to the hospital (Pasqua) tomorrow, but the Cancer Clinic hasn't called yet. I'm assuming since it's almost 7:00 pm that I'll hear from them tomorrow. I will receive the same treatment as the first round. For those of you who want to know it's: Taxol (once), Cisplatin (once), and Ifosfamide (3 times). They give me "pre-meds" 12 hours before they run chemo to prevent side effects like nausea. I had him check my lymph node and he wasn't concerned (after re-reading last month's CT scan report). He commented that we hope to see a good result from the CT scan on March 12th. I made it very clear to him that I hope to enjoy my summer and want to be golfing and camping. He just smiled and said "Okay". I'm really looking forward to warmer weather as I always feel cold now. I was disappointed to see I lost 4 more pounds (how ironic) and will try to gain some back. Then him and James bonded over their love of math. Dr. Salim says he does math "for fun" because you actually philosophize to prove your answer. I felt like a third wheel as these 2 went on about math because I really can't relate...at all. I saw a woman from Broadview at the Clinic (Marie Richter) and was very happy to see she was doing so well.

I'm very tired today and spent the afternoon resting. Mom and dad took Justin to preschool and James had today off from school so he worked at home. The muscles in my neck and shoulders are in knots and I keep having to beg James to massage it. I'm just taking Tylenol for pain. Pretty boring day, I'll try to send updates from the hospital through Cheryl.

Take care and God Bless!

Sunday Feb 25, 2007

Trina has just left and I already miss her. What a weekend! I'm completely exhausted, but it was totally worth it. I wish I had a little more energy and could join her for a cocktail, but I can wait until summer. The time flew and we spent most of it in the house talking and eating. We were at my brother Reg's house last night and my brother Ray was there also. More great food and company and up late visiting, remembering, and laughing (only until 11:00pm).

I had a bad coughing fit last night that didn't settle until 1:00 am. I was way too tired to get up and do something about it (a hot drink). My body just couldn't move. My chest was so sore from coughing it ached miserably. I covered all my bases with any meds I could take that I had on hand: sleeping pill for rest, ranitidine for stomach, and Tylenol for pain. I just had to hope and wait that one of them would help me stop coughing and get to sleep. You know us nurses, no matter how bad we feel, we "doctor" ourselves and wait it out. I did eventually fall asleep for the night.

Trina and I spent the entire day talking (of course). It's really amazing how our talks are hilarious, inspiring, and upbeat, but also serious, heartbreaking, and poignant. It's like all the missed years have melted away and we're those 2 teenagers cruising around Humboldt without any worries or obligations. We just didn't have the loud music, big yellow car, and boys to wave at and giggle about (although James and Justin were close by). Our discussions today centered more around being a mom, family, friends, and cancer. Trina said one purpose of her trip was to give me hope as her dad is just coming free from the grips of lung cancer. I really love to hear stories of other cancer survivors and do use their successes to see myself winning this fight.

I plan to go to bed early tonight as I have an appointment with Dr. Salim (oncologist) in the morning. I have a swollen lymph node under left jaw that usually acts up when I'm exhausted that I would like him to check. I have other aches and pains tonight, but I'm honestly too tired to go into it and hope a good night's sleep will remedy most of them.

My parents arrived tonight fresh from their Las Vegas trip and ready to pitch in around the house. It's so awesome that they can be here to take care of Justin, and cook, and clean. I'm sure you've all figured out that my dad isn't part of the cooking and cleaning crew. But he can entertain Justin, even though Grandma is the one who plays hockey with him. They also enjoyed a good visit with Trina and took her to the airport tonight. I really look forward to seeing Trina and her whole family this summer in Calgary (and you guys too Auntie Anne). My brother Ron and his family live in Airdrie so we have an excuse to go the Calgary way now.

I do have a good picture of Trina and I (with the wig) that I'll have Cheryl help me post on here (I'm clueless without her). There is also a few cute pictures with Justin wearing my wig. He likes to have long hair "Like Uncle Ray". I'll post again tomorrow with an update from my doctor. Take care everyone.

Friday Feb 23, 2007

Up way too early this morning. James had to be at the dentist for 8:45 am and I needed bloodwork done, so Justin and I stayed with Cheryl and the kids until he was done. I have to admit it was nice to throw on my wig and walk out the door. Justin woke me up and frowned at my bald head. He tried to put my wig on for me and when I put it on right he yelled "You're back!" and hugged me. Too funny.

I had one of those rare moments today while shopping with James and Justin. I was walking along pretty good, having no pain, and breathing comfortably. I actually felt normal again and forgot about having cancer, chemotherapy, and more reconstructive surgery. Then reality hits and you remember what life has become and how it will never be the same. It was kinda funny to remind myself that "Oh yeah, that's right, I'm not as healthy as I used to be, slow down." It's a gift to escape my reality, even for awhile because I really feel good. It's like enjoying a great piece of cheesecake, the best ever, and then it's all gone.

When we got home I was torn between desperately needing a nap and needing to have dinner. Easy problem to solve. Just hook my feeding tube up to a bag of "food" and go to bed. Talk about awesome, I can eat while I sleep. I am really so, so thankful for my feeding tube. I know I would be in serious trouble nutritionally without it.

Reg's (my brother) wife Nadine told me a cute story about their daughter Avah. Avah was 15 minutes late after school and Nadine was getting upset with her; until she found out what she was doing. Avah took it upon herself to fill out a form at school to have the whole school pray for me at their next assembly. I'm so proud of Avah for being the caring and loving neice I've always known she was. Thank you Avah!!

I really enjoyed the comments you've sent. It was really great to hear from my cousins and I thank you all for your prayers. Hi Shawn! Thanks for the info. I wish I could tell everyone how to "log on" to make a comment, but I really don't know how it works (I told you I'm not computer savvy). This technology is amazing and I'm so thankful to Cheryl for allowing me to reach all of my family and friends across the country and in The States.

Take care everyone! I'll leave you with a quote from me: "Be thankful for the health you still have, despite the sickness that may plague you."

Thursday Feb 22, 2007

I did it! Went and shaved my head. I was very tired of my long hair everywhere!! I was surprised to feel so much better when it was gone. I look so tough, like a marine nobody wants to mess with. When I wear a bandana, I feel like a biker chick and take on this attitude - "Take a hike cancer!!". Then I put on my wig or a cute hat and feel more like myself. I told my hairdresser I always wanted to shave my head and was pleased to see that being a C section baby gave a nice shape to my scalp. Justin was there as my hair was shaved and thought it was neat. When we got home he changed his mind and handed me my wig saying "I don't like your hair". I make a point of covering up around him now. I still have some hair and feel like a fuzzy peach, but you can see patches of smooth scalp where the hair is completely gone. I'm glad I bought my wig when I still had hair because it is the exact same color as my natural hair. I tried some blond and even red wigs, but when I found "the one" I felt like my old self. Shirley (hairdresser) had to cut some bangs on my wig because I need them. It really looks and feels good.

My nurse at the Cancer Clinic finally phoned me back today (2 days after I left a message). Of course, my cold symptoms have passed and I'm not running a temp so there was no need for action. I really don't like the phone-in system at the clinic. You phone an operator who writes down your message and physically brings it to whoever you are calling. In Saskatoon I had a direct line to my nurse (who usually answered) and her voice mail, no middle man. I don't think it's fair to make me (or anyone else) wait by the phone to be called back at their convenience. I do plan on telling my nurse and social worker on Monday that I think their phone system is archaic. I waited on hold one day 7 minutes (I timed it) just to speak with the operator. I really don't like to complain and I'm sure they have excuses or other options for me, but I'm still going to speak up.

I'm really enjoying this week. I love having James home as it's their school break. My energy is pretty good and I'm getting out because it's back to seclusion next week at the hospital for more chemo. My appetite isn't as strong as last week, but I'm still eating 2 or 3 meals a day. I'm still subject to coughing fits and not sure if it's related to my lungs or the thick phlegm that causes me to almost choke. Phlegm was my biggest challenge with radiation and hate that it has returned. I rinse with Club Soda or drink my hot water with honey and lemon for some relief.

I'm very excited that my cousin and best friend from childhood is coming for a visit this weekend. Trina (Dauk) Oullette is flying out from Calgary Sat morning and going back Sun night. We've talked on the phone the last 2 nights for hours, I almost lost my voice. Those of you who know Trina understand why I'm so excited. She's an amazing woman who is hilarious and fun and hasn't changed a bit from when we were young. They were our neighbors in Muenster and their house was my escape from brothers and teasing and sports (she has 3 sisters). We have such great memories from growing up and plan to spend the weekend sitting on the couch catching up and reminiscing. There's going to be lots of tears of laughter and probably some sad ones. We look forward to our Korte Reunion this summer, but this weekend is for us.

Thanks again for the love, prayers, and support. It really helps.

Tuesday Feb 20, 2007

Well, I left a message with my nurse at the Cancer Clinic to phone me, but she didn't return my call today. I expect to hear from her tomorrow.

I still am coughing abit, and not sure if it's a cold or what. I have this phlegm plug at the back of my throat that makes me want to cough it up and then I'm okay for a couple of hours. I struggled with this during radiation also. My remedy is hot water with honey and lemon. If I cough alot during the night, James gets up and makes it for me (I'm pretty groggy because of my sleeping pill). James has been so awesome and is turning into quite a nurse under my supervision. He will even set up my tube feed for me if I'm too tired. I am very happy to be sleeping so much better at night. Even when I wake up coughing (4 or 5 times) I can go right back to sleep. My energy is low in the mornings and better by the afternoon. I still can't walk very fast and feel best when at rest.

My hair is coming out in handfuls. My hands looked like a gorilla today in the shower. I see Shirley Edwards on Thursday for a possible haircut to even things out. I have alot of hair and it is everywhere, in my food, on the pillow, even on the keyboard as I'm typing now. I'll be like Charlie Brown before you know it, I just gotta find that funky sweater he has.

Time for a hot drink and bedtime soon. I used to dread bedtime, as the nights were long and my mind wouldn't turn off. I was very frustrated to the point of tears. It's such a relief to be able to relax enough to fall into a deep sleep. Sweet dreams everyone!

Mon Feb 19, 2007

Last night was alot of fun! Good food and great company. I can't remember the last time I ate so much. The spinach dip with bread was awesome! We played a card game called "Sequence" and James and I won all 3 games! It was like we couldn't lose if we tried. Nothing like winning at anything to make a person feel better. I could stand a winning streak for a change, I think I'm due! We look forward to more fun times with Brian and Bev and their girls (If they're not too mad that we kicked their butts!).

My good friend Leanne Holloway and her son Brennan stopped by for a quick visit and to show us their new puppy Ty, I think he's a Yorkshire Terrier. It was so cute to see Justin squealing and laughing when playing with Ty. Our visit was short but we were thankful for their company.

I'm really tired today as I was coughing alot last night. I still managed some sleep, but Justin woke up at 7:30 sneezing with a runny nose. He obviously has a cold and I was hoping I could avoid it, but I am running a low grade temperature. I will call my nurse tomorrow and see what to do. I would like to nip this cold in the bud if I could.

Justin and I were low key today. My brother Ray was going to visit, but he is sick with a cold so I told him to stay home and get better. Justin managed to play well on his own and I sipped tea and sampled Auntie Cecile's baking throughout the day. My hair is really starting to come out and I really don't mind because it's getting too long and shaggy. I also have some cute hats and my wig to wear. It will be a nice break from washing, drying and styling my hair. Besides, Britney Spears has made bald heads fashionable. Thank goodness for crazy weirdos like her to make someone like me look trendy.

Will talk to you all tomorrow!

Happy Family Day Weekend!

Well, we have been busy around here! I'm getting the feeling I need to post more because alot happens in a few days.

On Friday Grandpa Brule was here to entertain Justin all day, while I tried to relax. For some reason I just couldn't get comfy for a nap or even want to lay down. I did not sleep well the night before and knew my body needed the rest. It was frustrating for me, and Grandpa too who kept saying "Go rest!" and me who kept replying "I just can't." I phoned the Cancer Clinic for my lab results that day and my nurse Bev said my "counts were good" and that I really didn't need to wear a mask in public anymore. I mentioned that I couldn't rest during the day and poor sleep last night, she had Dr. Salim fax a prescription for a sleeping pill to my pharmacy "just in case I needed it". Now, I've never taken sleeping pills and wasn't too keen to start, but sometimes sleep is just more important. I tried it last night and was happy to get some rest. Friday night we ordered Chinese food because I had a craving!! I ate it so fast I almost choked. It's soooo good to be able to taste food again, even though my taste is a bit subdued. I was then surprised by a special flower delivery from my fellow RN's at the Lodge in Broadview!! A big Thank You to Kathy, Debbie, Phoebe, and Maria. What a great end to my day... Chinese Food and flowers.

On Saturday, I felt like nesting. That's right, we went through 4 boxes of knick knacks and pictures that never got accomplished after our move. I had alot of really nice stuff packed away. It was almost like Christmas, discovering old favorites. James was busy hanging pictures and shelves. I sat in the chair, looking at my decor getting up, arranging things, sitting down, staring at my "work", then getting up and re-arranging some more. I do not have "the gift" for home decor like some people, but I had fun anyway. I also organized old pictures in an album and set the frames aside for a garage sale. I don't want to know what James was doing in the basement, because he was re-arranging and threatening to have a garage sale sooner than later. He could spend hours in one room re-organizing and "tossing stuff". I should mention James and his dad spent 2 hours in the basement on Friday and tore down one wall and put up some drywall. They can't be trusted on their own.

I still need to walk very slowly or I run out of air. At least I don't get thrown into coughing fits like I was before chemo. Do you have any idea how hard it is for me to walk slow? I keep picturing myself walking in the summertime with air moving through my lungs like it used to. The trick to this whole ordeal is that I feel really good (at rest), it's the mental part of wanting to do more and knowing you can't. Talk about a huge insight into what my former patients were going through. I really think that's a big hurdle for me, the mental and emotional aspects of cancer. I can see and feel myself getting better slowly, but I want to be done chemo now, and not worrying about germs now, and just be as close to normal as I can be now. Imagine that, I'm impatient!! I always told James I used up all my patience at work, it's gone when I get home. Being patient now is taking alot of journalling, visiting with friends, "re-assuring self talk" (now I sound like a psychiatrist!), and rest. It seems silly to me but somehow I'm getting through.

That brings me to today, Sunday. Are you still with me? I tend to ramble on. James went to church and then we went to Regina after. Of course, while we were away we missed a visit from Auntie Eva and her family (James' dad's sister). She called us on our cell wondering where we were. I'm sorry we missed out on a visit, but at least I got to talk with her on the phone. I ran into my nurse Bev while shopping. She was happy to see me out and re-assured me again that my bloodwork was good. I really enjoyed shopping today which I'm sure was partly because of the beautiful weather. My crazy mind still wonders when I walk past someone in a store if they are sick and I hope they don't sneeze on me. It doesn't help knowing there is a "bug" going around that I don't want right before chemo. I just remind myself that I had a cold right before my lung cancer was diagnosed and it wasn't that bad. It just means delaying chemo, which, "the impatient Roxanne" doesn't want. I noticed more hair on my hands while shampooing today so I thought I better buy some hats and something to cover my head. I also bought some sunglasses, so I felt like a spy or celebrity at the checkout who needed to hide her fame. Justin got a new Spiderman toque and gloves, he hasn't taken the gloves off yet. He looks like a little crazy man wearing gloves in the house, but he's happy. James' cousin John Ripley and his wife Shelly stopped by with their kids and treats. It was really good to see them. Now all you Brule's out there don't hate me, but Auntie Cecile (James' dad's sister) sent a box of butterhorns right out of the oven. I don't think they were out of our driveway before I had shovelled one in my mouth. By the way, Justin's gloves came off for a butterhorn, then back on. There was more baking and cookies, but I was overcome by the butterhorns...so delicious! It's all good! We are on our way to the neighbor's house tonite. Brian and Bev Lane invited us over for supper and we are looking forward to a great visit and meal. They have 2 teenage daughters who Justin really likes. We are very lucky to have such amazing, warm people in our "new town" close by. I'll let you know tomorrow how the evening went.

Thanks again for all your love, prayers, and support. Talk to you tomorrow.

Hanging in there!

Hi everyone! Thank you to my "editor" Cheryl for keeping everyone in the know! I cannot thank her enough for helping me with this blog and with so much more, including James and especially Justin. I am not the brightest when it comes to computers, so I had Cheryl make it "idiot proof" for me to log on with my own computer. I am very lucky to have her!

Well, it was a good few days! Justin spent Tuesday with Auntie Nadine and cousin Mabel at the Science Centre and at their house. He loved the hockey exhibit, and I loved the peace and quiet. He's very lucky to have such awesome relatives close by. I like to keep Justin entertained by someone as I don't think it's fair for him to be "housebound" with me. He suffered enough at home with me last spring, before I was diagnosed and it's nice for him to get out.

I'm still a little concerned about germs and not quite ready to send him to the sitter where colds seem find him easily. I manage to get out for grocery shopping and watched Cheryl's kids swimming, but I am always wearing my mask in public. I'm getting used to it and people generally don't seem too alarmed by it.

My energy is pretty good, I like to rest in the afternoons as I am having a little trouble sleeping at night (always between 3:00am - 5:00 am). It can be frustrating, but I manage to get sleep somehow. My appetite is crazy!! I could eat all day if I had more teeth! I always feel hungry, which is great considering I had absolutely no appetite before chemo. I still feel too thin (I can't believe I am saying that!) and would like to put on 10 more pounds. I tube feed 2 times a day only as a means to gain weight, I'd much rather eat, eat, eat, but it's too tiring and time consuming.

Today was a busy day, Grandpa Brule is here, James was home from school, and Cheryl's kids came in the afternoon when Cheryl got called suddenly to sub teach in Balgonie. It's nice to return a favor, but the kids basically entertained themselves and Grandpa and James "supervised". I was thrilled to have a visit from my good friend Kathy Presniak with whom I worked with in Broadview. I miss work very much and love to catch up with my co-workers.

I see Dr. Salim again on Feb 26th and booked for 3 days of chemo at the Pasqua Feb 27 - Mar 1st. I pray the next round is as successful as the first. I also am booked for another CT scan on March 12th to evaluate my progress. I am very pleased and confident with Dr. Salim's care. James took me for my blood work today as it needs to be done 2 times a week.

I should warn you that no news is good news and if I don't write anything , it's because nothing is different. Trust me, if I feel lousy, I'll love to complain about it. (Which reminds me, I had a terrible back spasm last night that was awful!! Not bothering me today though, Tylenol is working). I journal my diet, medications , and thoughts everyday (and of course pray). I've said I'm not sure if it's the medication or my state of mind, but I really haven't been angry since this last diagnosis. I just take what life is handing me, get past it, and move on. It's really all I can do.

That's it for now, I'll post again on the weekend. Thanks again for all your love, prayers, and support. Call or stop in anytime!! I love to hear from you!

Good Day

Hello everyone. Things seem to be ok. Roxanne and Justin spent the day with us. We had lots of fun. Lots of things happening so Roxanne was getting tired. She is still feeling good and still taking her nausea pills. No sickness. Thank you. She is starting to get an appetitie. She was going home to make a heart pizza for supper and very excited about that. She has not lost her hair yet but is expecting it to happen soon. I do not have a lot to say but I thought I would leave a happy note and a nice story.....

I have a little story to tell about a thougthful grade nine student that James teaches. In Sunday at this girls church they ask for congregational prayer requests. This young girl stood up in church and asked that everyone pray for her teachers wife who has cancer. What an amazing girl!!!! Prayer is awesome and we greatly appreciate it all. Thank you to this young girl for caring so much.
Good night we will keep posted......Cheryl

Hello from Roxanne!!

Well it's Monday afternoon and James and I are sitting at Cheryl's waiting for preschool to finish. Thought I'd let you know so far, so good. I am taking medication for nausea so I'm really drowsy. My stomach gets upset, but no major nausea. I am using my tube feed 2 or 3 times a day, but still have an appetite and want to eat. My mouth and jaw stiffens so eating is still tiring and time consuming. I actually just bought a McChicken to smell it, took 2 bites and passed it to James. I am frustrated with insomnia during the night, but hope it too will pass. Not taking any narcotics for pain, just Tylenol for sore mouth. Justin is coughing and sneezing, so I'm wearing a mask around him. We are all washing our hands like crazy and trying to lead a somewhat normal life. I'm still short of breath when walking, but my breathing at rest is so much easier. It can be frightening when you can't get air in and start coughing uncontrollably. I have a new perspective for people with other lung problems. Again, this is all an education for me to help my future patients. Thanks to the "beautiful Brule's" for the amazing walkie-talkie's. James is on an even shorter leash! HEE HEE! He can even take it to school and we can still reach him! Thank you all so much for the prayers and phone calls, I really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart.

Well it is the start of the new week. The weekend seemed to be pretty quiet. James has been cleaning lots.
I just got off the phone with him. Yes he stayed home today. No sickness yet but Roxanne is feeling really tired. Justin has preschool today so it was just easier. She has no taste buds but that is a symptom of chemo. She had that happen when she was doing radiation.
James says thanks to the walky talky group. They are working great. He took it to school last night and Roxanne could still radio him. He is not sure how they will work at golf season as she will be able to get him off the course. HAHAHA! Anyway not a whole lot to report but I just wanted to leave a little note. Will keep you posted.
Thanks for all the thoughts and prayers. They are very important.
Cheryl

Chemo Day 3

Well it is day 3 of chemo. I just got back from visitting with Roxanne. She is looking good and feeling good. She is getting bored but will be going home tonight after her last treatment. She did not sleep well last night and is looking forward to the comfort of her own bed. She is not using oxygen anymore and her coughing is minimal. That is great because she was coughing alot before the chemo. I met her doctor (Saleem probably misspelled) and he is a very nice personable man. He was quite happy with how things are going. He told her that by early next week she may start the sickness spells but hopefully they are not that bad. Her nurse Dana came in and told her to be very aware of the flu/cold bugs. She will be very susceptible to catching it. They sent masks home for her to use and suggested to use antibacterial gels as well. Her brother Reg and our cousin Nicole came up to visit today. Thank you. She has enjoyed all the phone calls that she has recieved. She is going to try to leave a message tonight but it will depend on how she is feeling. We will keep you informed.

Cheryl

Roxanne is in the Pasqua Hospital. I went to see her last night and she was in good spirits.Some people know some of the following information but for the ones that don't here it is from the beginning of this second round. Roxanne was having very bad chest pains and coughing alot. She went in and asked for a chest xray and they found that she had cancer in her lungs. They did a CAT scan and a bone scan and found out Monday that is not anywhere else. Thank goodness. They got her into a bed Tues and started her Chemo yesterday. She will do 3 days of heavy chemo and then have 3 weeks off before the next 3 days. The chemo wasn't bothering her yet last night. The doctor told her that the chemo may not bother her so we are praying for that. They are hoping to send her home Friday maybe Saturday. Her immune system will be weak but she is very aware of that. Justin is at home with grandma brule today.
We will try to keep this updated so that everyone far and near can keep informed. We are so lucky to have so many people praying for them.
James and Roxanne will add more or less as they are able so right now you are stuck with me Cheryl, James's sister. We will keep you updated. Thanks again for all the thoughts and prayers.